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Name: anna
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Metro: Toronto
Birthday: 11/28/1985
Gender: Female


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Monday, November 09, 2009

i am freely loved.

the phrase "freely loved" never really occurred to me until a few seconds ago.
i've heard a lot of giving freely, expressing freely, freedom of speech, and so on.
but it's all about output,  but why does output have to be free?  doesn't it naturally come out?  is it because we are constrained by society?  if you always have to do something in order to earn that freedom, is it really free?  why do people always need others to do something or give them attention in order to feel loved?
why do u call it free anyway?

in my perspective, the REAL "free" stuff is when there's no fighting for freedom or giving free stuff, you basically just stand there and u get it.

you don't receive anything, you don't do anything, and you are loved.  that's what free is...


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

唔知長期被無止境嘅野轟炸會變成點咧?
近來太多長遠嘅野要諗喇...

好開心終於可以用mac打返廣東話拼音...真係要多謝CantonIM
雖然普通話的確係好,但係點都比唔過由細講到大嘅廣東話~

呀...舒服晒~~


Friday, October 23, 2009

even though i still don't speak enough korean but from what i can understand there's already two stores that i am a regular customer of that made a comment on me being pregnant...i wonder how many more if i was in a country that i understood the language of....thank God i'm not in hong kong...

they all said they thought i was a student...and they looked at me in a weird way coz i was pregnant...and then i immediately corrected them and said nono, i am a teacher...and then i point somewhere and say "husband"...just to make sure that they know i am working, i have a husband, and i am pregnant, not a student that got pregnant without getting married or something....sighhhh do i really look THAT young?
though i don't dress as old as i should be...oh well, anyway the two stores were the "kageh" (store) across from my apartment and the innisfree cosmetics store across from my school....i've been regular customers there the past year and a half...esp. now my consumption of milk is so high that i have go to the store once every 2-3 days....and with innisfree..i love it when "the man" is there...he recognizes me and today i bought an eyecream (since i used up the previous one) and he gave me a lot of masks and samples! i'm happy =)


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

i am a sucker for routine, predictability, consistency, and preparation.  though i can't say i do all that perfectly all the time, but they sure give me a sense of security when things happen the way they are supposed to, at the proper time, and with full preparation for it...so it kind of drives you crazy when something big is about to happen but you have no idea when, how, what, where, who, and the consequences...

such as...

when will i labour?
when will i deliver?
how will i deliver?  c-section?  natural?  with epidural?
what will that feeling be?
where will i deliver...
who is that coming out of me?!?
what will happen after the baby is born...?

i just want to know when i will deliver and the whole process of it, but since i am striving for a natural birth i guess i just have let it "naturally happen"....argh...


Monday, October 19, 2009

唔識0甘多野就唔好質疑0甘多野。
如果你的知識唔夠你連問問題的權利都無...



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