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Name: anna
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Metro: Toronto
Birthday: 11/28/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: stuffed fluffy animals - sheep, rabbits, bears, weird characters
good music - positive, harmonic, rhythmic, bass
funny jokes - IQ questions, psychological tests
Expertise: thinking
Occupation: Student
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MSN: ajico_1128@hotmail.com
ICQ:  39482672
Member Since:
5/14/2004
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| 應唔應該留返個乾咗嘅臍帶好哩？
今日媽咪幫Cadence換片嗰時發現佢個臍帶終於跌咗出嚟。
護士姐姐用咗個夾薯片袋嘅夾夾住條臍帶，𠵱家跌咗出嚟，係咪應該放在somewhere作為留念？
咁嗰個薯片夾可唔可以留返嚟夾薯片哩？定還是唔係咁衛生哩？
我生完個BB同胎盤後就叫jon快D即刻影低胎盤個樣，但係就唔記得咗影Cadence個樣，因為實在太痛喇。
護士姐姐仲問我係唔係要即刻畏奶，我本來都想，但係傷口實在太痛，所以只有摸下佢塊面仔同手仔... 當時佢仲係藍色嘅。聯針後我落返床坐上輪椅被推返病床後，護士姐姐就俾個胎盤我。我壓落去，好“un"，JON 話剪臍帶嗰時好似切年高咁”un"。我本來想帶返屋企影相，後尾我地要轉院所以留咗喺架車道，一個星期後我出院嗰時我呀媽又話驚佢發臭又惹到Cadence，所以最後都係俾返醫院處理。=(
算啦，不過有時候見到Cadence都覺得好驚訝原來佢係喺我個肚度走出嚟。 | | |
| being a mother really isn't easy... after hearing all the "comments" or "experiences" from other mothers, and comparing that with my experience, i really couldn't believe they could match up. comments such as "it was very painful", "i had to take a lot of rest", "it will be a stressful time", "it is a learning experience"... like..i've heard all that, but i didn't know how true and how simple they were until i experienced them myself. i can't say they were false in saying it, but i can't believe that they are true either, because they put it in such simple words that was so difficult to understand unless you experience it. well, i guess i will make another comment to put my experience into simple words, "it was truly a learning experience." sigh! i guess that's what mothers say...
anyway..i miss home..i want to go back soon.. i was looking at the photos i posted on all the stuff we have prepared for cadence and i just can't wait to use them..i can't wait to bring her home...sigh.. God, please help her to be able to come home soon (so I can go home too)... | | |
| i'm kind of excited...
1 more week and my mom and my sister will be here la~~
which means i will deliver soon...
my sister's birthday is coming soon....hm..should do something with her...
i mean..it's really rare for her to have a ONE WEEK break...
anyways..
i think i'm excited for delivery coz i don't have to work.....
hahahahaha....... | | |
| cadence is almost full term la...that means she can come out any time...
people are starting to see me and ask...ur still here?
yeah..i wonder when it will come...and how it will be like...
the only thing i worry about is my work, how am i going to pass down the stuff while i'm away...
sigh i guess i just need to work more...
anyway, i wonder if the baby will be cute...
i hope she will be healthy...
i hope i can give birth naturally and recover quickly...
so sleepy...
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| the phrase "freely loved" never really occurred to me until a few seconds ago.
i've heard a lot of giving freely, expressing freely, freedom of speech, and so on.
but it's all about output, but why does output have to be free? doesn't it naturally come out? is it because we are constrained by society? if you always have to do something in order to earn that freedom, is it really free? why do people always need others to do something or give them attention in order to feel loved?
why do u call it free anyway?
in my perspective, the REAL "free" stuff is when there's no fighting for freedom or giving free stuff, you basically just stand there and u get it.
you don't receive anything, you don't do anything, and you are loved. that's what free is...
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